Post by lilycloud on Mar 13, 2019 2:38:19 GMT
my ghost, where'd you go?
i can't find you in the body laying next to me
it wasn’t often that the she-cat had trouble sleeping. most nights her body was to the point of exhaustion where she hit her nest and then woke up the next morning to a mind full of turmoil, all just to do it over again. lilycloud really didn’t mind most of the time, but she did find herself being sucked into herself to dwell on her past decisions every now and again. it was hard to complain about that when she woke up most mornings feeling well rested and able to carry out her warrior duties without dragging. unfortunately for the lithe pale she-cat, tomorrow morning she would not wake up well rested.
from the moment she curled up in her nest with her nose tucked under the tip of her tail, the scent of weaselstrike wafted over her and made her sick to her stomach. despite her best efforts, the warrior couldn’t fall asleep with his scent invading her senses, filling her head with ‘what ifs’. it was a question she had asked herself almost everyday since she had broken the sweet toms heart, but tonight it was louder than ever. the fourth time she adjusted her position, she growled softly to herself and stomped out of the warriors den into the crisp air and whisked out of the camp without so much to a nod to the warrior keeping guard.
once away from camp, the she-cat slowed herself and settled down upon the chilly ground and breathed deeply, clearing out the smell of her almost mate. after several moments, lilycloud turned her face up to the night sky, her gaze filled with stars. she had never realized how peaceful the territory was at this time of night.
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